Well EXCUSE the Lumpy

Ok that's it. I can't take it anymore. I'm going into meltdown. I can't handle being totally frivolous on two blogs without having a total meltdown some place. Those of you who know me know that I'm seldom frivolous for any period time greater than an hour or two. SO I GUESS I'M THE GUY NAMED GEORGE.

Anyways I guess it's just that I'm having one of them days. I think we all have them.

Days when we get out of bed and go to work and no one cuts you off and no one is waiting to take off your head at the job and everything is oh-so-statis-quo but some how you still want to curl up in the feetal position and suck your thumb until the rest of the world dissappears. Days when all of a sudden you realize Oh my word I'm living slightly above my means and the gas price hikes alone could empty my bank account not to mention the upcoming raises in every utility known to God and the medical insurance and who knows what else. One of those days where even though it your not doing anything new or out of the ordinary you have no choice but to suck it up because you know the only things you want to do there is zero chance of you being able to do and thats the way it's been all week.

Thats the day I'm having. One where responsability and reality feel like they're out to get me and all I want to do is curl up in mom and dads lap and hear that its all going to be ok except that now I'm dad and it's my job to tell folks its all gunna be ok even when I have no idea how its going to be ok and then I have to make good on that promise. I've said it before and I'll say it again the more I learn about being a father the more appreciation I have for my own parents.

Today is one of those days that will find me on my knees if not physically then at least spiritualy waiting on God to take care of things cause I know I can't.

Thats today.

And that's why I'm having trouble being silly.

The Lumpy